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Post by Kai Stiel on Mar 19, 2017 17:13:24 GMT
The Assorted Writings of a Shadowed Poet
Before we begin, the author of these works would like to say a few words. "At first, I wasn't sure what to do with this journal. (Reminder: Jonathan gave it to me.) To write, to draw, to paint. I can to all of them. I could just choose one of them. Then I realized, this is me, This, is, me. This journal was for me, so obviously I needed to make it mine. Imprint myself onto the paper, in whatever form I decided. Who knows... I certainly don't. - Okay, after an hour of staring at black paper I think that concludes my attempt to write today. Though, why not give it a try anyway." "A Face"
The one cloaked in black, fresh from the red. A crimson shadow. An innocent hand "Come here" they said. That day, my beloved a widow. The reaper looked at the sands. Counting carefully...
"2000 calendars in flames, 500 calendars in decay, 40 calendars in sea, 3 gone with the wind." The one cloaked in white agreed. "6 months in this hell." "181 days in this damnation" "4344 hours in this punishment." "260640 minutes in this cage." "15638400 seconds of wondering, "'am I dead' "
Of what have you made us? Of what are we? Of this I have thought thus Of when I be crucified on the street. Does death have a face? It would be a human face. Indeed.
"Untitled"
I look outside. It seems peaceful. I wonder why we hide.
Behind lies Under fear Can you see it? No, my attempts fall. Our lack to feel.
I look outside. It seems happy. Why can't it be so.
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Post by Kai Stiel on Aug 1, 2017 1:11:36 GMT
In a lonely room on the bright side of town, alone in his thoughts; sat a magi scribbling down his thoughts.
“You asked me what God is? Well sit down then.”
“Are you familiar with my main philosophy? Simply put, ‘Everything is nothing’ but ‘Nothing’ is eternity’. Then think of my life, my life in a world that died out before it time, then finding myself spending eternity in faerie only to be spit back out into another dimension too much like home. Since then I’ve traveled to countless worlds and seen various endings. All of them neatly wrapped up like a book. Abrupt and cold. I used to think. “Why would the creator ever stop creating?” Answer: They don’t. All of these dimensions were created with the knowledge of the ones before it. A universal utopia would lead to an unending apocalypse in another world, such was, and is, the way of life.”
“Keep tracing back and what would you find? Who knows. But if you were to keep searching, and pushing, further and further back. Back to the beginning, to the first, to Alpha, you would find the original history of creation. The first draft, the original, in its Un-corrupted text. The basis of what all creation was built on. That is God. The nothing and the everything. All of everything was built on nothing, and thus this nothing, the original world, is everything. Every possibility originates from this place, this being. Closer and further than anything we could compare it to. That is what God is.”
“In another world, I’d have already told you this. In another world, you were the one to tell me. In another world, I would be dead. In another world the converse is true. These worlds are singular, nothing and everything at the same time. Layers and layers of existences parallel to each other. Each one them their own and a copy in the same right. A cruel existence.”
“It is a cold truth, a bitter lie, but pleasant at the same time. Because, in another world, I’m happy.”
A writing prompt I received from my brother on a typical day doing nothing in Dagos.
What is a god?
I just tweaked the prompt a little to fit my ideals. When I wrote this I was bored out of my mind. Then slowly, I as got more and more into it a figure formed in my mind. I could just imagine this one person, who had traveled between thousands of different world, searching for one where he was happy. (I think I saw it in a movie somewhere). The more I thought about it I couldn't help but think of my brother, who's always caught in some "perpetual state of unhappiness" as he so eloquently put it. At the end of my story I can't help but wonder, what would make Jonathan happy?
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Post by Kai Stiel on Sept 3, 2017 2:54:41 GMT
Today was a good day. While making my usual rounds at the temple I encountered a rather curious magi whom I mistook for Arithelia. How could that happen? Well first off I don't know the Goddess personally so she could look like anyone, and also I was blinded by the sun. Her name was Cadence. Not sure what kind of magi she is, seemed irrelevant at the time, but I'm guessing she was an air magi. The wings were a good hint if anything. She were pretty nice, nice enough to introduce me to the other shrines. I wasn't aware of the massive pantheon they have here! Though it seems that Arithelia is only really worshiped on Ikigai. Speaking of the worship of Arithelia, I've heard of an interesting city in here in Ethea, well, relatively nearby. Haven. True to it's name, it's a city for Magi. I can't help but think about an army of flying magi dressed as monkeys invading the local town. Hilarious, but terrifying…. But still hilarious. I suppose it wouldn’t be to the townsfolk, but what if they were doing an air show? I could go on but my wrist is starting to cramp. Anyways, until next time!
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Post by Kai Stiel on Dec 9, 2017 3:25:46 GMT
It's a late night write for me. Again. I've been doing this way too much lately. A bad habit it seems But anyway, we're back in Haven. It's about a week after Kingyo Sukui. Jonathan passed out in his bedroom a few minutes after wishing me good night. Way too much candy, not enough guys. Trust me, if we party-ed right he'd be snoring on the couch with my new brother-in-law with a glass of water on the coffee table and spare clothes to change into after the escapades. Seriously I don't know his problem, usually at four years you try to find your soul mate forever more, but he doesn't even seem like trying. Maybe he's- Wait no, definitely interested in something. Oh well. I always enjoy a good challenge... But somethings come up. While we were staying with our parents on Ikigai, he, he dropped a pretty big surprise on us. I! I was supportive. Our parents though... Apparently were much more tech savvy than we've hoped. After hearing about what happened to Dagos and why we moved to Haven- Jonathan is planning to go back to the University. We moved to Haven to be safe, for me to be safe, while Jonathan moved to Felici to learn magic. He wouldn't go into any further detail, but to say the least: our parents weren't happy with his decision. As much as I wanted to spend more time with my recluse of a brother, this is what he wants. But I'm not staying confined to a safe Haven while the world outside threatens to tear itself apart. I'm planning to talk it out with Jonathan this week, but what I really want to do it travel the world. Discover how I can help. I've heard about the MLM, they don't sound like nice people, but neither is Ethea. I need to start somewhere, anywhere, because honestly I'm doing nothing but sit around while all kinds of atrocities are going on. I need to do something, but first I need to prepare myself. Hopefully my brother agrees with me, because, I'm going to do this with or without his permission, but I want our parting to be mutual. So that the next time we meet we don't end up fighting. Looking at the time now its obvious that I've been staying up too long so I'm going to cut this short, I need to say my prayers before I leave. Good night, and, wish me luck.
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